Okay, nothing has changed, I am still deeply disappointed with life and myself but as the good Dr. Robertson said, "Baby girl, you gotta get up now and start again." That is what I am going to do. I even made a new account, ~XanSketchPad (https://www.deviantart.com/xansketchpad). I am not leaving this one, the new one is something... different. I got into playing a game called Improbable Island and I made the new art account to go with it. It will feature "Sketches"... usually digitally done on Muro since my husband bought me all the brushes. Also, most of my journals there will be written from the point of view of the character, not myself. Yes, the character is based primarily